// Words can only say so much//

It’s 11:22am, with only having 63% of battery life, Sungha Jung’s Someone Like You is playing on my phone as I jot these thoughts. Now Something’s Got Ahold of Me by Miss Etta James is playing , the fan is on low, laying down and my insides are jumpy/shaky. Swollen lymphnode to the left of my throat -_- boy I don’t know I need to do something other than this.

As of now I feel that I have been gloating outside of my body. Boy’ do I need another set of distraction :/

Writing words are easy, simply saying them is another thing; if only there was a way to break the ice to telling you how much I care for you, but till then I’ll just do what i know and I’ll show you with my actions (:

It bothers me to have the knowledge that I may have the potential to set things in order, but at the same time it is an honorary task I am willing to pursue; the only thing that is keeping me from taking action is this supposedly - thought to be easy question: “How to start?” …

So, where do I begin?

// 4.22.12//

Second day and night here at Philippines. Things are going well. Spending time with the family, and creating bonding moments with the cousins.

1st day: arrived on a Saturday, April 21, 5:30-6am.

 travel to where I and my grandparents were to stay took 3 hours, so around 9am. everyone was welcoming. already on the first day they mentioned about who they thought was “my boyfriend” but really we’re still just dating and getting to know one another. Apparently, my grandma has been talking to them about him and has been considering him as my boyfriend. In a way I think it’s cute and flattering especially how everyone is really eager to get to know who this special man in my life is(:

so yes we all bonded, talked chat, opened the boxes for awhile then later ate, took a shower, then fell asleep, then got ready to go window shopping with the cousins.

took a shower before I slept, not to mention the weather here is how but I can take that I just cant take the humidity. 

2nd day: woke up around 5am. ate around 7am, fell back asleep few hours later, took a shower, bonded even more with the cousins, and etc. cleaned/ then ate, then took another shower. Left with all the cuzzos, we’re at least 13-14 yup, to the mall. 

Well I am passing out and I am about to fall asleep so yea, I’ll be more descriptive when I feel like it :P ^_^. NIghty night.